Wednesday, July 17, 2019

Desmos Fellowship Reflection (1/n)


This weekend I followed in the footsteps of Lauren Baucom, Daniel Luevanos, Sam Shah, Carl Oliver, Jay Chow, Sara VanDerWerf, Nick Corley, Jocelyn Dagenais (of Desmos French translation fame!) and over 100 others that are some of the most recognizable names in math education, as a Desmos Fellow. This year's fellows would be working with folks like Mary Bourassa and Christopher Danielson, who literally wrote the book on Which One Doesn’t Belong? I’m a pretty confident guy, but Impostor Syndrome set in way before the weekend started.  Before we ever met, my Cohort 4 fellows were making graphs in a potluck to see where our Desmos skills could take us (here’s mine) as a precursor to our weekend together.  I was blown away by the skill set of the people I was to meet shortly. Our first activity together upon arrival at HQ was to introduce ourselves (names and pronouns) and answer the question “What are you bringing with you this weekend?” in a metaphorical sense. Speaking in front of this amazingly talented group for the first time was nerve racking. I mumbled something about anxiety and excitement before highlighting my purpose for attending, working on social justice and environmentalism. The Desmos team was constantly reassuring us that we were picked for a reason, unfortunately, in a room of this talent, it’s hard to feel that way. Like, what do I have to offer Jay Chow? The man is a Desmos CL genius! But a summary of our responses and the genuine excitement of the Desmos team to have us all there helped set what would be the theme of the weekend: humanizing learning.

The intro activity was the start, but far from the end. At each step of the way, the team worked to ensure it was understood that we, and our opinions, thoughts, feelings, and well-being, mattered. The norms of the weekend asked us to
·       Stay strengths-based
·       Stay engaged
·       Embrace our growing edge
·       Attend to self-care throughout

We were constantly reminded of the importance of self-care, whether that meant standing, taking a walk, getting a snack, changing seats, or anything else that might make us more comfortable. Choices were provided in so many different ways, in terms of activities to participate in, topics to discuss, places to work together, people to collaborate with, or ways to engage with mathematics. By providing choices, Desmos was attending to my identity (what am I interested in) and power (getting to choose my own path).

These choices were not only provided as a structure for the entire weekend, but even within activities. When we were acting as students as Michael Fenton (not Michael Pershan 😊) led us through the activity Charge! we were invited to examine practices through a number of lenses: math learner, math teacher, math leader, or other. We were invited to use any tools we preferred to solve the activity. Some made tables, some made equations, some made graphs, some used Desmos, some used paper and pencil.  All pathways were acknowledged and honored. The same was true as Faith Moynihan and Lisa Bejarano led us through the activity of Point Collector: Lines. Faith and Lisa allowed us to pace through the first 4 screens to help us summarize the rules of the game, before allowing us to pace through the next 4 screens to attempts some challenges. She invited us to “stay on one challenge and get really good at it, or try all four challenges, or anything in between”. This clarification gave permission to us as students to choose what felt right for us. If we were determined to get the max points on one screen that was OK. What was important was the learning and the discussions. Those would happen regardless of the choice that we made.  Again, the decision to embed these choices empowered us as students by building on our identity, acknowledging and embracing the human element in learning mathematics.

The highlight (which is tough to achieve in a weekend that is like a SportsCenter Top 10 of professional learning) was the session offered by Lauren Baucom and Christelle Rocha. “Turning the Diamond on Desmos” built on the work of Rochelle Gutierrez and Laurie Rubel to help us all process what aspects of our students we tend to in our classrooms and schools’ structures: Access, Identity, Power, and Achievement. If you’ve made it this far in the post, you’ve probably noticed some of that language and that is a direct result of attending this amazing session. In fact, this session is what allowed me to make sense of all of the wonderful things that the Desmos staff did in their professional learning all weekend.  While we were well-tended to as adults all weekend, Lauren and Christelle challenged us to think about how we can focus more on identity and power in our classrooms.  The conversations started in this hour will go on for many years, I’m sure.

All in all, I’m amazed at how little time I spent in the Desmos environment. When I applied, I expected to learn all kinds of new things about Desmos, spend time coding in CL, building and critiquing activities builders, but my experience was far more transformative than that. This unbelievably talented group of educators pushed me to consider ways to humanize math class that emphasize impact over intent. Desmos is a tool that can help accomplish that goal, but is not an end, rather the means. For educators, transforming teaching and learning is the only path to achieving social justice. This acknowledgement by the company itself, their investment in the teaching profession, their desire to learn from the community, gives me hope. I will be forever grateful for this opportunity because of the relationships that were built and strengthened with like-minded educators!  I’m looking forward to seeing the work of my amazing Cohort 4 colleagues!

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